It's all too much to handle. I have to study for college, but I can't concentrate because I feel so bad. I don't feel like my fiance cares about me right now. There's no one to talk to...I have a bunch of shit that I need to fix both at school and in my life in general. I need to write a note to one of my teachers asking to be excused from group activities due to my social anxiety...and if she says no I have to drop the class because I can't handle that. I have Financial Aid issues to take care of...have to try to get my medical insurance back and start going to doctors again. Like I said, it's all just too much. And all I do is procrastinate with everything anyway because I can't do it all by myself. So why not just give up? That's one thing I need to stop procrastinating on and just do it.