I have been back from Iraq now for 6 months now. Then just last night, my girlfriend who is pregnant with two of my kids(she is carrying twins), and kicked me out of my house. I know if i go to my commander, I will be discharged and ruin my military career. I just want this pain to end. I have thought of several diferent ways to do this. I would go to my arms room and draw my POW(personaly owned weapon) but the armorer is on leave until the 5th january(which i suppose is a good thing). I just dont know what to do anymore, but thankfully, my squad leader put me up in the barricks with a battlebuddy. I want to end it, but I cant. please help me!