I dont even think i can write about this. I try and try and try to be a good person. And I think I have finally given up on ever having someone stick around. everyone leaves. I get hurt and then some of them, when it suits them, when they need me to do something come back as if nothing has happened. Any my family are unbearable, people kept saying to me that things would improve but life here just gets harder and harder. It would be so easy.