I am in a really really desparate situation and I wish I could see a way out. I am a highly qualified person in terms of my academic qualifications but I cannot see anywhere I could find a job or work. My degree is useless (language only) and I have zero self-confidence or other qualities. I am totally on my own, no partner, no friends, in a foreign country. My family has been very good in sending me money so I am fine for the moment but now that I finished my degree they want to see me work, of course. The thing is, I rejected three jobs short notice that were really hard to get. But I realized I got panicked because a) I have no self confidence and b) it is not really what I want to do. I dont know. I cannot explain my situation as from the outside it is hard to see how desparate I am. I hate myself and have no strength or desire for anything. I feel so alone. Thanks for listening anyway.