Ok, so I've been feeling suicidal lately. Throw into the mix a mum on repeat about a few things, that make me feel 10 times smaller each time, and affect my mood and thought process, the possibility of suicide attempt <Mod Edit, WildCherry> and it's a right pickle. I'm trying to keep myself from going down any avenue, so invariably I resort to nothing, but that gets used against me. It's like I'm patronised or made to feel stupid or inadequate, to the point I'm debating whether I should live or punish myself to the point of potential death. While in limbo though, I don't know which path I'm going to take. Nor do I know which one would be best... For me.