Ok well I've tried to avoid posting about what's been going on about me lately because I know I'm a pest but I just need some help... I have been more suicidal lately and I'm tempted to just get it over with soon. I can't go one day without thinking about killing myself and I can't stand it anymore.. Its been keeping me up tonight just thinking about it.. I mean I can't even make sense of what I'm typing anymore... I just wish that it would all stop. I'm tired of dealing with the thoughts and the people who make me have the thoughts :sad: Fuck I'm tired of everything.. Sry for wasting your time.