I just don't know

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by ASkylitDrive, Apr 19, 2010.

  1. ASkylitDrive

    ASkylitDrive Well-Known Member

    What do I do that is so wrong? Everyone around me is hating me, avoiding me. I try my hardest to be normal..to be nice. I try to help everyone I can. But when I want help everyone leaves me and closes their windows. When I need people the most I feel the most alone..Its killing me inside. My self esteem is so low...every five seconds I'm scared I'll lose a friend. I'm too scared to talk to new people because all I can think about is one more person hating me. I'm so tired of it.

    Maybe my presence isn't wanted. Maybe if I just drop dead no one will notice.
    Better that no one care than to hurt anyone else anymore.

    I'm sorry for being such a monster.

    And I did not mean to copy the thread name...Terribly sorry. There goes another mistake.