I'm 19 and frankly my life sucks. My family fight a lot which has gotten better, I'm unemployed, single and stuck in the same routine daily. I'm a total loser with no life. I've been bullied to the point of me wanting death so my computer is my escape but I I also have bad paranoia that constantly hangs over me lie a cloud sucking the joy out of my pathetic life. More recently I've tried helping people and have been jumped on for it. I've tried reaching out to people and have been ignored. My last few posts here have gotten no replies at all. If anyone bothers to reply I'm not sure if I'll be around to reply.