I just don't want to live anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can never find anybody to love me unconditionally like I love them. Everybody always ends up leaving me for some reason or another. I don't understand how somebody that claims to love you can hurt you so badly, walk away from you and start a relationship with somebody else right away. How come I'm not capable of doing that? How come i'm not capable of turning my feelings off and just moving on? What does love really mean anymore? Nothing. I'm pathetic and that's why I always get left behind. That's why everybody leaves me. I wear my heart on my sleeve and they stomp on it. I don't want to love anymore. I don't want to hurt anymore. I'll never find anybody that loves and cares about me unconditionally. Unconditional love does not exist and I don't want to live in a world where it doesn't. I am nobody and I serve no purpose. I'm not worthy of being loved and cared about. Nobody has ever really loved me and nobody ever will. I hate myself. The sooner I die, the sooner the pain ends. <- The girl whose always alone.