I tried a while back. I took 3 times the lethal dose of 2 drugs & alcohol, I didn't throw up, I didn't pass out. I should have called poision control. I should have had some kind of side effect, but nothing, it was back in november &... nothing happened. Afterwards I was glad it didn't work, but I still kind of wish I succeeded, but I promised my gf if I tried again I would seek help & I don't want that, I can't lose the freedom adults offer me now. Idk, I just don't know what to think... I feel like I just can't die, nothing to even show that that event ever happened. I'm just confused.