i used to cut but i havent in a long time i was recovered scars had healed but now i feel like i NEED to i feel awful, shaking, crying, blaming everything on myself i need reasons not to i know its bad i know i shouldnt i know its dangerous but it feels so good and at the same time im really scared. i made a promise to my best friend, arielle. ive known her since i was two and we both struggle with self harm. i promised that i wouldnt cut myself again. i dont want to break that promise. but i feel like i need to do this.