I try not to post here, I never feel like I can help anyone in return when I can barely help myself things are just piling up and I think I’m stuck in the depression/giving up hole again. The coronavirus pandemic has made it all worse as well. I just feel alone and hopeless. I never fit in anywhere, I’m just unlikeable and don’t even know why. My fiancé’s family hate me - why wouldn’t they? I have nothing to offer... I don’t know why my fiancé stays. How do you change for the better when you feel like you have to? People with overwhelming depression and anxiety, how do you survive without being swallowed by it?