I'm a 14-year-old girl who just had a suicide attempt on thursday evening. And since that happened, my whole life went from relatively bad to total crap. My parents want me to feel worse than ever. My brother wants me to tell him that it's not the family that drove me to do this crap (he is 15 and I have only seen him cry 3 times since he's not a little kid anymore: when our little 3-year-old cousin died (his birthsday was the same day as my brother's), when my dad yelled at him for no real reason about a year or so ago, and my boyfriend told me that he had cried in hospital when he found out I tried to kill myself). My mum says that I won't be able to have an internship I've been looking forward to for almost half a year now because I will have to see a therapist once a week and that internship is at the university and I would stay there.... And my boyfriend won't kinda help me because the only thing he says is that my parents will have to calm down, but I know that they will not calm down at all, because they never did. And I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, I just bow.... The psychologist at the hospital that I had to talk to just said that I'm the typical victim because I'm always kind and friendly to everyone and that I need a female in my family who has an own head and doesn't do whatever a male tells her to (my mum doesn't have an own oppinion, she always does what my dad says and she always agrees with him, even if she said the opposite before). I hate people.