I just feel so guilty :'(

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Hazibell, Aug 16, 2008.

  1. Hazibell

    Hazibell Well-Known Member

    Doesn't matter who understands what I'm talking about and who doesn't tbh.

    I just feel terrible :(

    i've lost one of the people i loved most, and won't ever be able to get them back cos of a stupid mistake

    but i will always and i want them to know i will care for them forever
    even though they hate me
    i feel the worst i ever have done knowing they're so unhappy and knowing that i have contributed to them feeling this way

    can't believe i've been so stupid :(

    feel urges and stuff but i'm not going to go back to how i was

    never

    but i would do that if i thought they would like me again

    i know they won't if i do that but i would actually do next to anything for them

    :( I can't stop crying knowing i can't help
    i love you so much
     
  2. perry_mason

    perry_mason Well-Known Member

    :hug:

    i've also lost people i loved (hell i still love them) to stupid mistakes.

    im afraid i dont understand everything that you have put but i still feel bad for you.

    you may think you are to blame for things but you have to try not to beat yourself up over it (i know its easier said than done).
    hope you can sort it out somehow.
     
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  3. whybother?

    whybother? Well-Known Member

    maybe if u didnt lie twice then maybe this wouldnt of happened?
     
  4. :hug: Madz my babe, i'm here for you, msn me honey, just 6 days til you can meet me if you're still coming!! huge huge hugs honey <3
     
  5. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    :hug: :hug: