I don't think I can do this. My heart has had enough. I know I've a great deal of friends on here, who do care about me.. But there's just too many people, who would rather have me dead... Or have me alive to torture me all their lives... And honestly.. I've had enough. Too many a times, have I been told, that someone loves me, and will never leave me, only to have them... what do you know, leave. Honestly, right now I'm shaking so bad.. I feel sick.. I just... I could cry enough to fill the oceans right now.. I feel like I have no heart at all anymore.. It's in too many shreads to be anything... Idk.. I don't even know why I posted.. I just.... Help??