I just keep staring at these XXXXX

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by tenholehweels, Jul 11, 2011.

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  1. tenholehweels

    tenholehweels Well-Known Member

    Pleading with myself to do it, crying and wanting to die.

    I can't figure out what keeps me holding on, thats making it
    worse..i want to die i have the means.

    But something keeps holding me back,the last time i almost
    died i was peaceful i didn't cry it was almost natural but now
    i look at them i count them..i even called my ex knowing that
    was a mistake..she wouldn't talk to me.

    This doesn't make sense.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    It does make sense. I know you want to die so all the hurt goes away, but there must be a part of you that wants to live ... even if you don't think you want to live for yourself, maybe right now it's for your child ... there's still that part. I hope you can find the strength to keep holding on.
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