I just lost it.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Xoxo, Sep 23, 2011.

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  1. Xoxo

    Xoxo Member

    I only cut twice and they were <edit moderator total eclipse method> months ago.

    Today I snapped. Someone broke my heart after what can be desribed as the biggest emotional roller coaster ever. He nearly suicided, I said I would and with my depression and insecurities everything was messed up all along.

    Well I said some things and he broke it off. I thought I was hurt but okay and then I just punched a wall about <edit moderator total eclipse method>Some are deeper than Ive ever gone and it stings bad. I cant tell anyone but damn I cant believe I just did that.

    One moment of weakness and so many scars. Was it worth it? NO...
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    sorry you harmed yourself hun we all get hurt and lose it I do hope you take care of the cuts okay so they don't get infected Hugs to you.
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I have done many things in the moment I have regretted...glad you see that it was not worth it...it took me some time to get that lesson...hope you are doing better
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