I really deserve to die. People like me don't deserve to live and I doubt anybody here will be on my side either. Most people on here have been abused in their life but have never the abuser. Well I'm an abuser. I hate abusing those I love but can't help it whenever I snap the way I do. When I snap, I'll hit anybody of any age and fuckin' regret it! So yeah SF.. This is my dirty little secret. Ever since I was 5 years old I've been one. When I was younger I'd hurt animals mainly, but now I hurt people and wouldn't lay a hand on an animal in the wrong way. Ugh, I don't understand.. I watched my mother get abused by people before yet I'm an abuser myself? :/ I really want to die right now. I'M AN ABUSER FOR CHRISTS SAKE! I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE! I CAN'T LIVE WITH THIS ANYMORE! :bash: Edit: I've also been bullied in my life and am against bullying yet I abuse... FUCK I'M A HYPOCRITE FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!