I've been through a really dreadful year and I'm not sure how much longer I can cope. My brother was diagnosed with a brain tumour last April, but since he's gotten better I still haven't come to terms with what has happened to him. My Grandma passed away in January and I have various other problems. I've spoken to my boyfriend about how I've been feeling, and he automatically broke up with me. I've never felt so low in my entire life and I am considering ending it all. I know how selfish it would be of me to do this, but I just can't carry on. I know how much it'd destroy my family if I did hurt myself. I just desperately need someone to talk to because I feel so lonely and scared.