I just want to curl up in ball on my bed take a bunch pills and go to sleep forever. Life just isn't worth living any more. Everything keeps going wrong. Everyone hates me. I hate going to work. No matter what I do or try nothing seems to work. I am tired of a the physical and emotional pain. I am tired of feeling lonely, helpless, hopeless. My only option right now is to die. There must be a better place than on this earth.