Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Bruces, Apr 4, 2015.
I simply cannot bear life it's too much I hate every second of why can't I just die now
I wish that I could die too. I'm so overwhelmed by my confusion that I just would rather die than have to deal with it.
:hug: sorry you are still suffering, know we are listening.
I can't bear it I'm only alive cos I don't wanna upset my family but surely that's not a good enough reason to live
Are you just a carbon copy of me? This is exactly what I think. What would people think if I go through with it? You see people in the news and people laugh and say they are stupid. This is why I am too scared.
please inbox me. We can talk.
My other reason is If I do it I can't afford it to fail
please inbox me
That's the main thing that stops me. I'm not really worried about my family as I know that they don't want to see me suffer. If it were something easy and a surfire thing, I don't think that I would be here.
Yeah I know how you feel
I want out of this world too. It is all so pointless.
We all feel like that but life is important. Yes, everyday is hard and for some of us it gets harder and harder but life is important. I have the same feelings everyday but I survive. It's important that we all survive by supporting each other. Please stay strong. I know it's hard.
Yeah god I hate this place
I have no idea what to do with myself, I see the way I am now and I know that I'm causing so much pain so my thinking is to trade the slow and everlasting pain and just do it.
I'm with ya mate
Why am I forced to live in misery and despair
I want to die, as well! You're not alone in that wish, but keep holding on for the sake of your family. No matter what, I know that they would not want you to take your own life!
They don't want me to die I know that but they arnt living my life
I'm kind of doing everything I can to shorten my life
try to take refuge in things you enjoy or things that make you numb and try to live as comfortable as possible until the end.
I can't seem to understand whats going on in my head at the moment,things have gone downhill a lot in the last 12 months I see a mental health nurse who is under the impression if I got out and socialised among people it would turn my life around,but it feels so much more than that I have difficulty in understanding emotions and whats going on around me??