Nothing really special, just a thought I was having. We all are gonig to eventually die. Our lives are nothing in the history of the universe. Why not try to exhaust every possible thing that will help you before committing suicide. I mean I think the fear of the unkown is the greatest fear, its just our judgment gets clouded by pain and so our attention is focused on getting rid of the pain rather then how suicide can't be taken back. Its final, permanent, it can never be taken back, ever. I mean why not just try to live. For all you know you could get hit by a hard tommorow, or suffer a heart attack (I've known healthy individuals whom had a heart attack out of the clear blue sky and have died).