Does anybody feel like they don't know how to be happy? Don't know how to be normal? Don't know how to be like everybody else and just get on with life? I found some old classmates on facebook today, but my profile is hidden thankfully because I wouldn't want anybody adding me or even seeing what I am like now. - A few were married or in long term relationships. - Some had babies. - Most had reasonable jobs or you know, at least had a job. - Lots had pictures of them out enjoying themselves, out on the town with their friends, out drinking, on holidays, family weddings, christenings, things like that. - Basically they were just grown ups. I know not everything is black and white, I know underneath it all everybody has their problems, their worries, and their issues. But the majority of people I know are 'basically' happy. Why can't I be? Why did it all go wrong for me? Why can't I just be normal? I hate when people say things like meh, I wouldn't want to be normal and like everybody else Oh who are you trying to kid!! You want to fit in and be the norm, just like everybody else, otherwise you wouldn't be on here complaining about the woes of your crappy lives, just like I am. We all just want to be happy and content. Are the people I went to school with on here complaining about how shit their lives are? Are you all crying yourselves to sleep, jobless, overweight, boyfriendless and unhappy, no money, no love in your lives even from your own family, no friends, nothing to look forward to, nothing to live for. Doesn't look like it.