As a person with severe depression and a weird addiction, obviously I don't lead a normal life. But I really wish I were a normal, ordinary person. I really don't care about rich or fame. I really don't. They don't bring true happiness anyway. If I were normal, ordinary with MANAGEABLE obstacles, and BEARABLE challenges, I really wouldn't even be here. I would be content and wouldn't complain at all. I am so fed up with unendurable ups and downs in life that seem to forever haunt me. I just want to be like so many people out there with manageable obstacles and challenges so I can be happy most of the time. Can anyone help me how I can live such life? Under my given conditions, I keep failing no matter how many times I try.