i just wanna give up

it feels like i cant do anything right..like everything is crashing down on me..i feel like just saying fuck it and just running away and starting a new life..feel like the thing to do. id rather feel wanted then unwanted....and right now i feel unwanted...i have no idea what to do, because everything that seems right, is wrong, like suicide, and cutting, i need some type of release from all of this. :sad:

 

:hugtackles::hugtackles::hugtackles::hugtackles::hugtackles:
sorry you are struggling so hun keep posting okay let the sadness out here the pain hugs

 

im just not sure what to do. feels like nobody listens to me and it hard to tell people whats going on. i know at 19 i deff should not be going thru all of this.