Im just so tired of things going wrong for me and people being on my case for stuff. I honestly just wanna find a way to kill myself, do it and have that be the end of things for me. I've been debating on spitting my wrists but have 2 concerns, the excruiating pain and the fact that if I don't do it properly it will be all for nothing. I honestly (no disrepect to anyone who's attempted and failed) could not handle the attention and critism from my family if i were to attempt and fail. I just feel lost.