Everyone I considered to be a true friend is turning their backs on me and taking it in turns to let me down....I just wanna go already, and be at peace. There's just nothing here for me anymore so I dunno why I'm bothering to stick around. I'm seriously considering ending it all....not 100% decided but I'm beginning to lean that way. I'm just sick of living an empty life where all I ever seem to do is annoy and alienate people. I just dunno what to do anymore.