leave this life, i cant take anymore. 16 and failing life, failing my parents, boyfriend, everyone. eyes are red and swollen and stinging from crying all morning. spoke to my parents about going back to the school i was at last year coz i dont fit in at the one im at now; they reckon we cant afford it, which is absolute bullshit. they're just too fkn stingy to pay for anything. told them i skipped school all last week; dad made a point of making me feel like i was the most self absorbed, rotten piece of useless shit that there ever was. he did a good job, hence why i am on here, letting out the suicidal feelings. told my boyfriend i skipped school all last week; he was angry too. we were on the way up to get him from his boarding house & it ended up he couldnt come coz he couldnt get permission. that was the cherry on top of a fantastic morning. on the way back home dad continued to tell me how much i was worrying everyone and how much pressure i was putting on everyone and how i was screwing up my life. needless to say, as usual he didnt listen to what i had to say. so now im sitting here thinking theres no other way out. i know how i'd do it, and i know what with. i know for damn sure that everyones life would be alot better and stress free if i was dead. so what have i got left.