I'm 26 years old and I really want it all to end. I have always believed that I have Asperger's, I am 100% sure, the symptoms that I suffer from them are:
I cannot normally socialize with others or maintain friendships or relationships, I am condemned to be alone. I also have certain sexual problems, which would also make it difficult for me to have a partner.
When I was 18 I was admitted to mental health because I tried to commit suicide <mod edit -methods> now I am 26 and nothing has changed except that now I have more problems than before, when I was 18 I had no serious insomnia problems or problems with my hands. Why continue? I do not enjoy life, I have absolutely no qualities and I cannot relate to others.
- zero social skills
- Difficulty understanding the ulterior motives of others
- Not many psychomotor skills (clumsy walking for example)
- hypersensitivity to certain stimuli such as noise or light
- it causes me a lot of anxiety if my routine is altered
- exaggerated irritability
- restricted interests
- For a few years I have had certain deformities in the fingers of my hands, which make it difficult for me to do many things such as typing on the keyboard.
- I have had severe and chronic insomnia for almost 4 years, it is horrible, I have been 5 days in a row without sleeping at all, it is torture, I have tried many medications and either they do not help or I wake up dizzy and drugged. This greatly affects my work.
- Irritable bowel, I am almost always with a stomach ache, even at night (this increases my insomnia)
- I have OCD, I also take medication for it but everything causes me a lot of anxiety, for example I have a problem with the computer that I can't solve, and I spend 90% of the time researching it, with a lot of anxiety.
I cannot normally socialize with others or maintain friendships or relationships, I am condemned to be alone. I also have certain sexual problems, which would also make it difficult for me to have a partner.
When I was 18 I was admitted to mental health because I tried to commit suicide <mod edit -methods> now I am 26 and nothing has changed except that now I have more problems than before, when I was 18 I had no serious insomnia problems or problems with my hands. Why continue? I do not enjoy life, I have absolutely no qualities and I cannot relate to others.
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