Hello. I am a 29 year old man who has battled severe depression and trauma for 13 years. People say you have to push through and endure life's struggles. But I don't think I can suffer anymore. I am a single man who fought hard to stay away from drugs, alcohol, tobacco, and sex. I don't even know why I deserve this. I will never get married and have kids. I just want my death. I want to go back to where I came from. Life is nothing but miseries. No fun or excitement at all. I want my permanent peace. I want my final liberation from this hell called "life." Please now. I want to leave this world.