I don't want my relationship, or any relationship for that matter because most people suck and the ones who don't are too hard to find. I also don't want to be treated like shit by my family anymore. I don't want to face all of my failure and inability to do things that most people can do. And there is nothing that can fix any of this, especially some fucktard with a clipboard. I wish I had the balls to die. But every time I gain the willpower to do it, it goes away before I get the chance. I can't win.