Why shouldn't I just end it? Why can't I just make the pain and fear of getting into a vehicle stop? Why can't I get rid of this depression? Why can't I stop my constant anxiety that makes me fear everything and more? I have nothing keeping me here. Nobody wants to go anywhere with me anymore because they don't want to deal with my panic and anxiety attacks. Nothing can stop this feeling of fear and pessimism. Nobody can help me, so the only solution can only be to end it all.