I just want to close my eyes

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Nanapanana, Sep 12, 2012.

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  1. Nanapanana

    Nanapanana New Member

    I've felt better for last couple of days, but today it just hit me again. I'm so tired. I've self injured myself by ice-burning my hand and legs, purging and not allowing myself to eat. But still I feel like I can't hurt myself enough. Some of the burns are visible, because I actually wanted someone to ask me if I'm alright. But no-one asked. I want to reach out, I want to tell someone I'm not okay. But I can't do it if I'm not asked. I really just feel like I wanna fall asleep and never wake up. I feel like I don't matter.
  2. Kate777

    Kate777 Well-Known Member

    You matter. Even though you may not feeling like it, you do matter. Please reach out and talk here if you feel you can (or through PMs), I hope you do x
  3. pickwithaustin

    pickwithaustin Staff Alumni

    It is time to stop hurting yourself and to start helping yourself. Is there a doctor, therapist, clinic, hospital, mental health facility, friend, or parent you can reach out to?
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