I don't have the strenght to fight anymore. I can't bare the idea of sleeping tonight and waking up in the morning. She took everything with her. I'm nothing. I'm not even a shadow of what I used to be. I don't know if she ever loved me. Was it all a twisted game? Am I so worthless and pathetic that the only woman I've ever loved was just playing me? I have nothing. I'm nothing. I have no future. I don't want one. Please, God, take me from this fucked up world.