I just want to die.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Passion, Apr 23, 2008.

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  1. Passion

    Passion Well-Known Member

    for the first time in nearly 3 years,
    I feel like just dying. I cant handle life anymore.
    I got this feeling that i havent gotten for 3 years
    and I cant take it
    its ripping me apart.
    I need help.
    but i dont know what to do.
    will i end up feeling like this everyday of my life again?
    I ruined my life.
    in a week.
    I ruined my life in a week.
    apparently, that can be done.
    why am i such a fuck up
    why did I do everything I did
    why cant it be fixed when i tried to fix it.


    i just want to die
    but i cant cause i dont wanna hurt my family.
    i dont know what to do.
     
  2. Emptysoul

    Emptysoul Well-Known Member

    Hold onto that feeling about not wanting to hurt your family, it will keep you from dying. The feeling should show that you have still got hope
     
  3. twinkletoes

    twinkletoes Active Member

    If you die you will never again feel love, trust, or gratitude. If you die you will never again see kindness and compassion in another’s eyes. If you die you will never again see the sunlight streaming through the leaves of trees, or a bird take flight, or feel the warmth of the sun in winter.
    The seconds do pass and even if it feels like time has become an unbearable weight, you only have to endure this second.
     
  4. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    First....

    I think it might help you to let out what happened this week, and it would allow us to help you better.

    I don't think you ruined your life in a week. That sounds preposterous.
     
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