-My parents wish I was dead (have been telling me from young age)
-i am last in my class at university
-I have no friends
-I still get bullied
-tried to get help from my uni and even a psychiatrist but they didn't help at all, instead humiliated me even more
-my worst enemies are more successful than me
I just want to kill myself and end it but I just can't do it. I have no idea how I will get through my absolute state of stagnation. Every second of my life is living hell. I sometimes ask god what did I do to deserve this hell but as far as I know, god is the devil himself.
-i am last in my class at university
-I have no friends
-I still get bullied
-tried to get help from my uni and even a psychiatrist but they didn't help at all, instead humiliated me even more
-my worst enemies are more successful than me
I just want to kill myself and end it but I just can't do it. I have no idea how I will get through my absolute state of stagnation. Every second of my life is living hell. I sometimes ask god what did I do to deserve this hell but as far as I know, god is the devil himself.