i just wanna kill myself i really mean it and ive always meant it, its getting harder and harder to convince myself not to. just came too close to taking this bottle of tylenol pm. im such a social fuck up. my personality is being a depressive cry baby why cant i just laugh and have fun like everyone else. i just want to kill myself i feel so guilty becuase i know it will hurt my parents and siblings but i dont think i can take this much longer, 26 years and not looking good for the future.