Hi, I'm Sandra. I am 16 years old. I just don't feel like living anymore. I developed symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome in ninth grade. Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is known as the "invisible illness" because physicians can not detect it. My family members did not believe me and thought I was insane. This made me severely depressed. I dropped school and developed anorexia. At the worst of it, I fasted for 21 days. Soon, i developed a binge eating disorder, eating 6000 calories a day. When I gained weight, I would fast for another 1-7 days, then start binging again. I was surfing the internet for more than 12 hours per day. My family members neglected me. My mom got re-married. My step family is killing me. I have no friends. I have been sexually-harassed by men and been a target for bullying since childhood. I have horrible skin and is afraid of people looking at me. I just really don't see the point of living anymore. Cutting myself for now seems to relieve the stress. I just want to find a quick way to end it.