I just want to go away

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by samelson03, Aug 13, 2009.

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  1. samelson03

    samelson03 Member

    So, I wouldn't count this as my 1st attempt since I barely tried. But, I just tried wrapping my belt around my neck. Unfortunately, that didn't work. I chickened out. I just want to go. All I do is sit in my room alone every single day. I'm tired, lonely, and there's nothing my parents should be proud of me for.
     
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  2. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    hello lovely

    im sorry that you feel that way, noone should feel that way..
    Well you are not alone at all, me and other people on this forum are willing to help you, so it would help if you would talk to us..

    And welcome to the forum! xx
     
  3. Ranxerox

    Ranxerox Well-Known Member

    I understand what its like to be stuck at home, unable to go anywhere or do anything. Its a very unpleasant kind of hell. Hope you can find the support that you need here.
     
  4. samelson03

    samelson03 Member

    Thanks, both of you. The kindness here brings tears to my eyes. I appreciate helping me but I really just want go die.
     
  5. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    I understand that you feel like you wanna die
    but i really dont believe that that is what you really want

    so what is it that you want? could be anything in the world, tell me
     
  6. samelson03

    samelson03 Member

    I want what every good parent has. A good job, a beautiful wife, and kids. But, I get scared when I think about that stuff. My dad has a good job and everything. When I think about it, will I have a good life like he has. Will I be able to support my family in the future?
     
  7. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    Im gonna be honest, i cant look in the future but I think you will be just fine..
     
  8. Ranxerox

    Ranxerox Well-Known Member

    Well i cant get a job so i guess im living out your fear... Sort of.
     
  9. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Can't let fear rule your life. Try volunteering somewhere get the experiance you need this way and then when you try to get a job at least you will be able to show volunteer work community work it all looks great on interview and it does help you prepare for a good jjob. My daughter volunteers foodbank and it helps her social skills as well take care
     
  10. adalana

    adalana Member

    ^
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    fear do rule my life, i have many traumatic events on my past, and its still corrupting me

    i'm glad there is such a thing as cigarette in this world, or else i'm already died hanging my self on my toilet
     
  11. JustSam

    JustSam Well-Known Member

    Oo Spacey
    We're all hurting.
    It's ok if you do too.
    Hug?

    btw samelson, try going out just for a walk. then maybe further out or something. Just getting yourself up can help out a bit.
     
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