Hi. I hope you are all well. I can't begin to explain to you about myself, about how great a career I have, my own business, being a DJ/producer as well amoungst other things. I am happy with what I have already achieved in life professionally and have a good life changing experience a few years ago and have always looked at things differently for the better. anyway I am cutting to the chase now I have been feeling like this for a while but tried to turn it around to the best of my ability but nothing is good enough. Now the feeling is as strong as ever. I really want to die and I am planning on doing this in a few hours, maybe later than that. I don't know what to do or say because I am emotionally stressed and mentally abused by alot of people for no reason at all. With the way society is these days..... I don't want to be a part of it anymore. enough is enough, its too much. No care, no sensitivity, no support. I have never been touched in the past year ever by anyone, not even by my own family let alone a woman. I dont drink, i dont do drugs, I am educated, I dont sleep around like most do these days. I have never had a short date or a fling in my life. It's difficult. It is a shame to waste a human life who has so much to give but is rejected by society. I am mixing it all up, dont know what to write. Cant even talk because of the way I feel right now. I dont have any more energy, nothing. im so so drained, no human should feel like this but it is apparent that people want to do this to other people because they arent happy themselves but its all about the exterior. I just thought I would post here. I don't know why. I'm sorry.