i just want to keep doing it!!!!!!!

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by hellogoodby, Aug 9, 2009.

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  1. hellogoodby

    hellogoodby Member

    I did it again!! after so long! i have just come back home, and my past brings it all back, i just got drunk by my self, and started to cut,, then one of my mates catches me, got some more of them involved,, what do i do, i get home and carry on,, wanting to go further than just hurting my self,, how do i hide my cuts?!?!, i cant keep wearing long sleavs for the rest of my life!!!!!!!!!!! i want to talk to someone,, but, who??? how??? i just want to keep doing it,, i deserv it!!
  2. Katii

    Katii Well-Known Member

    Hi, noone deserves any of this =)
    i stopped for a long time then started again. its hard. i no =(
    but ur makin progress. =) its good.
    u can always talk to one of us. wem always here for u. weneva.
    xx tc
  3. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    if u ever need to talk just pm me, i had not cut in 4 months, but then last night i did it too :( tc
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    If your not on meds sometime it can help stop the urges to cut. Do you have a therapist you can talk to a councillor who can help you withdifferent coping skills. You said the past is coming back tell your therapist or doctors what it is doing to you be honest tell T everything so can help okay.
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