I did it again!! after so long! i have just come back home, and my past brings it all back, i just got drunk by my self, and started to cut,, then one of my mates catches me, got some more of them involved,, what do i do, i get home and carry on,, wanting to go further than just hurting my self,, how do i hide my cuts?!?!, i cant keep wearing long sleavs for the rest of my life!!!!!!!!!!! i want to talk to someone,, but, who??? how??? i just want to keep doing it,, i deserv it!!