I just want to kill myself

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by 18 and in trouble, Oct 4, 2011.

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  1. 18 and in trouble

    18 and in trouble Well-Known Member

    I just want to kill myself right now. My parents were fighting (again) over my father's cell phone this time. Earlier I had lent $45 I got on my birthday to my father because he asked for it and during the fight I found out I found out he used it to buy drugs for both of them. He betrayed my trust hurt me deeply by doing this and I just want to kill myself right now.
     
  2. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    Is there anywhere you can go to be safe from both of them? You sound like you're in a dire situation...

    Much love,
    Chris
     
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi 18...I know it you feel awful right now, but these are his problems, and sounds like he is a person who cannot be trusted, and who has grave problems. Is there someone in RL you can speak to, a counselor, a relative, who can help you to understand that you did nothing wrong? I hope you see that he is a very flawed person, and this should not be any reason to hurt yourself.

    Also are there any clubs or events outside the house you can go to so you can get away at times and get some respite? And yes, should this become severe, you have to consider your own safety, and act accordingly
     
  4. 18 and in trouble

    18 and in trouble Well-Known Member

    Unfortunately I don't think I'll be able to leave any time soon. You're right about my situation.
     
  5. 18 and in trouble

    18 and in trouble Well-Known Member

    I am talking to a therapist but the problems still continue. There really isn't anywhere I could go but I have one possible option if the need calls for it.
     
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