http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=44172 Please folow this link, read the posts there, and tell me what you think. I hope that admins will not delete this thread aswell. I just want to listen other peoples opinions, and I have to repost it here, because in Troublesshooting there a only few people who can read the thread, and also I think that this thread belongs more here, than in Troubleshooting. This post if the first one i have posted since my last one was deleted. Please understand, I just want to have a place when I can say what I think and feel. Thats all.