I am so tired of life. Between pressure from classes, family and friends, I just can't seem to win. My grades are dropping and I can't seem to get myself to care enough to fix them. But if I fail, I don't know what I would tell anyone, I feel like if that happened, people wouldn't even mid if I killed myself, because I would be worthless. My only redeeming quality is that I am going to a good school and I can't even do that without ruining everything. I don't even necessarily want to actually do the act of killing myself, I just want to be done with all of this.