I just want to talk to someone first

[Dirkbogarde]

I have a <mod edit - method>. Ive got nothing to offer this world anymore....I want to do it but even this I'm scared of I want to go quickly

 

[Holding my breath]

I’m feeling pretty bad myself tonight. But I’m here and listening. How can we help?

 

[worthless_loser]

If you want to talk, I'll talk with you.

 

[Dirkbogarde]

Please I just don't know what to do....I can't stop crying

 

[worthless_loser]

What are you crying about?
Did something happen?

 

[Holding my breath]

You’ve reached out to us. Stay strong, this feeling will pass At the moment just stop and do nothing.

 

[Dirkbogarde]

Nothing has happened even I have been doing quite well and come off medication....which is methadone. All of a sudden I can feel everything again. All the pain and guilt and anguish I've caused for me and everyone else. Now I just want to die again...I just wanted someone to talk to because I dnt know what to do. <mod edit - method>

 

[Brân]

Hey, welcome to the forum - I'm really sorry you're feeling terribly. Please talk to us as much as you can, you are welcome here.

 

[Holding my breath]

Is there anyone you can call. Are you in the uk? Samaritans number is 116123. Phone someone you can talk to.

 

[worthless_loser]

What kind of things have you done?
I've done some bad things in the past too, so I'm not trying to demonizing you.

 

[worthless_loser]

Are you still there?
We can talk about something else if you want.

 

[JDot]

Hi @Dirkbogarde I'm sorry you're hurting so much. You'll always have a place here to share your thoughts and feelings. We're here for you. And we're glad to have you here.