To Scream but it wouldnt make a difference. it wouldnt change anything wouldnt make me feel better wouldnt make you notice. i sometimes wonder why the hell i bother. i know what i am to you. i dont pretend to be something im not. and to be honest. im never going too but like it would make a difference. ill be fake again ill smile ill laugh but they will all be fake. i give up. i give up on me and this life. i cant do this anymore... i wont do this anymore.