I have just signed the 6 month contract - even though I know it's going to be the death of me. I had one brief respite from this awful existence to take a chance and try to get a job in my own country (Australia) but I was too cowardly. So here I stay, in this abusive workplace, with these bullies for bosses, in this horrible country. What a worthless waste of space. I'm a coward who deserves death. If I can't work up the courage to improve my life when under the care of a proper psychologist, I am deliberately ruining my life.