I keep ruining my life

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Hazel Morse, Dec 6, 2015.

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  1. Hazel Morse

    Hazel Morse Well-Known Member

    I have just signed the 6 month contract - even though I know it's going to be the death of me.

    I had one brief respite from this awful existence to take a chance and try to get a job in my own country (Australia) but I was too cowardly.

    So here I stay, in this abusive workplace, with these bullies for bosses, in this horrible country.

    What a worthless waste of space. I'm a coward who deserves death. If I can't work up the courage to improve my life when under the care of a proper psychologist, I am deliberately ruining my life.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You are doing the best y ou can don't be so hard on you ok you did what you thought was right at time if you can not handle the stress then go off on medical leave ok take care of you
     
  3. Hazel Morse

    Hazel Morse Well-Known Member

    Thank you, but this has been going on for nearly 6 years. I have no excuse.

    I will probably take a sick day tomorrow but I only get 8 per year (4 paid, 4 unpaid) and I've already used them up.
     
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