My best friend and I have been best friends for nearly half of my life. I love her so much and will always love her but she's becoming someone I dont know. She started doing drugs, not all the time or anything but I personally think at all is too much. And after her first experience she cried to me and said she never would again. My best friend would never have done it again, this new girl who does E and tried acid and constantly wants to get drunk I dont know who she is. Not even a year and a half ago her and I got matching tattoos, today I just found out she covered hers with another tattoo. It feels like a slap in the face, like her covering it means she doesn't care about me anymore. And im so angry at her because she is a spoiled brat. Her parents pay for everything, she hasn't had a job in years but they paid for her to go to school in hawaii for a year. And they paid for this new tattoo of hers and they paid for her to get her collar bone pierced, any time she asks they give her money. And how does she repay them? by doing drugs and using that money on alcohol? I want to slap her in the face and say grow the fuck up. I absolutely love her mom, they are not rich but she works hard to give her children anything they want because she had a rough childhood. Her mom just wants to show her all the love in the world, and supports her on every thing, they are the best and closest family I have ever seen. And THIS is how she repays them? Me and our other best friend have always been there for her and loved her and this is how she treats us? Because she's "bored with life" i just want to scream at her and say fuck you! I've never been this angry or felt this way about her before. It makes me so sad that im losing my best friend and I dont know what to do.