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I know this is probably sounding pathetic...

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I don't know if many of you will remember me but i was on here a while back and i was feeling really bad. I eventually managed to get over it by myself but the feelings returned but not to the severity i used to have them. One night i drank throughout the afternoon and i returned home. I knew something was going to happen but i wasn't sure what. I ended up drinking toilet cleaner and after a few minutes i freaked out and rang an ambulance. I can't really say for sure if i did actually intend to die, all i know is i was fed up with life and wanted to cause harm to myself. Since my mam works at the hospital, i knew i had to face here sooner or later. So after i was in the emergency department, this nice nurse lady asked if i wanted to ring my mum. So i did and mum was all scared. Anyway the point is i survived through it and i'm now in therapy, with a social worker and a pyschiatrist. I'm also on Fluoxetine cause i was diagnosed with Social Anxiety and Depression. I had already guessed about the anxiety. I still feel paranoid and stuff. But i just wanted to share this with you all. So people know there is help out there. But i've realised you don't need drastic measures to attain it.
Thanks everyone
Neverhere
 
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Its good to see you again and know that you are doing okay now. Well as okay as we can be. I am sorry to hear you had such a rough time earlier. I hope you stay with us and feel safe talking here. See you around once again. Take care. :hug:
 
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