All my life I was treated like shit by guys, walked all over, and used. I was raped at 17, my fault for being stupid. I was used over and over again by countless guys. One guy held me down and choked me while he "fucked" me and said I'd like it because he knew i was a freak. another guy told me to take it like the slut I was..so yeah okay I'm a fuckin whore I deserve what I get, I deserve the shit. How can sorry ever cover the surface of all the fuckin' memories you brought back to me? How could saying you were drunk ever make it okay? Sure, okay you drank, sure I forgive you for basically calling me a worthless whore. Sure I forgive you for making me feel like all I'm worth is having my legs spread. Sure fuck away my self worth, fuck away my life, what the fuck do I care anymore!!!!! I'm clearly just a two bit whore, a worthless slut, a fuckin piece of garbage. Why do I deserve to live if thats all I'm good for?!! Why do I deserve to be here?!!! You think you know what youve done to me but you don't. You want to say I'm blaming you for my fuckin baggage FUCK YOU!!! I blame you for being a drunken asshole, I blame you for being a piece of shit, yeah you are, and I hope you fuckin wallow in it. I hope you wallow so low that you fuckin' ROT!! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. FUCK YOU!!!! Fuck you for making me feel like this! What because I'm fat and no one could possibly love me all I'm worth is this!! Fuck my mind won't stop, my brain won't shut down.
I KNOW WHAT I AM! I AM NOTHING...AND NOTHINGS DESERVE TO DIE
I KNOW WHAT I AM! I AM NOTHING...AND NOTHINGS DESERVE TO DIE